So yea..

Y a know, my life is good, no my life is great. i have been through a lot since i last posted and since this website is to share thoughts and stories and stuff, well here i go!

ok #1 this is what is going on right at this moment, its almost 4 in the morning and im watching this movie called LAST KISS. its been out for a while but its mainly about relationships and not like the lovey dovey side of relationships. its about all the crappy things that happen in relationships. its like 4 couples:

**one couple is an old married couple where the wife is going crazy because she thinks her husband doesnt love her anymore,

**there is another married couple, younger with a child and all they do is fight, the wife is crazy mean and is drives her husband to want a divorce

**the third relationship is this guy and his ex, he is so still crazy in love with her and she has moved on. so its kind of about him needing to get over his ex.

**and the main one is zach braffs character and his serious girl friend who is 3 months pregnant. so zach braff meets this younger girl at a wedding right. well this girl is a slut and hits on him and he tells her he is married but she persists. now i cant be biased because it takes two to tango but anyways his curiosity and her sluttiness get the better of him and he ends up lying to his wife to go out with this slut right? well his wife finds out and he ends up just kissing this other girl cause he feels bad and goes back home thinking his wife doesnt know. WHOOPS!! she knows, he was caught and she yells at him, calling him every name in the book telling him to get out right and then he yells back at her saying f*you and all this stuff and he leaves!!! he leaves, he goes BACK to the slutty little brunette! oh gosh, this is what i was trying to get to with this whole story, WHY DOES HE GO BACK? why? honestly what tempts a person to cheat? i do not understand this concept of cheating i just dont. please if you have ever cheated on a person you love, tell me what made you want to do that? i cant even fathom the thought of it. ah anyways so on and so forth after that he wants her back and he will do anything to get her back right? thats another thing i dont get. how can someone cheat on someone they love then expect to be able to ever have their love or trust again? i dont know its all crazy like, but i love the movie because it has several great quotes that make a lot of great points. so here they are:

"every a**hole in the world says he loves someone, it means nothing. what you feel only matters to you, what you do to the people you say you love, thats what matters, its the only thing that counts." --------------> actions speak louder than words and this quote just brings it to life almost. i love this quote its so true.

"you think this woman is the last brunette that is ever going to tempt you?"------->hmm there will always be temptations but will i be able to find a man who will never give into them?

"you cant fail if you dont give up."----------->i need to focus on this quote right now.

anyways, i was going to write more i was, but i am so tired and the movie is almost over. gosh. i have a lot more to say, but i will write later! thanks for reading and keep the comments coming!